On Saturday, August 13th, my 83-year old dad fell in the middle of the night and broke his hip, and so began another faith-testing adventure for me and my family.
My father has had some serious health battles over the past 6 years – starting in 2005 with a heart attack that resulted in a triple bypass and a pacemaker, and then most recently, surgery to remove malignant melanoma on his back and arm, and then inside his ear. He’s completely lost his hearing in his left ear and partially in his right, he fights stroke-level bouts of high blood pressure, and the tremors, weakness and choking that comes from Parkinson’s disease. He is a precious, precious man, a lover of God, and one who played a major role in leading me to Christ. The hip break was the last thing his already frail 6’1”, 145 pound body needed.
Every day of every week this past month has been a real test of faith for me, as I sat beside him in the hospital, helplessly watching him as he moaned in pain; when he reacted adversely to pain meds the hospital gave him and became so delerious, he thought I was his wife and he didn’t recognize my husband at all; when he fell from the bed, injuring his head and cutting his hand; and when the rehab facility told us 10 days ago he would need to remain in their care for at least another month, while others expressed their opinion he would never leave the facility at all. All of this, though, was offset by beautiful moments when, as I sat in his room, Dad sang hymns of praise to Jesus while he was asleep; when he held my hand and told me how proud he was of the woman that I’ve become; and when he told me he’s ready to go home to be with Jesus and he thinks it will be very soon.
During all of this, the Lord has continually reminded me that he is always “ahead of the game” in every one of our situations. Revelation 1:8 says: “I am the Alpha and the Omega–the beginning and the end,” says the Lord God. “I am the one who is, who always was, and who is still to come–the Almighty One.”
Think about that! The One who created us, our loving Heavenly Father, is the Alpha and the Omega – the beginning and the end. And He is already there in our tomorrows and He knows exactly what we’re going to be facing before we even get there. Who better to be there before we even arrive? Psalm 46:1-3 says: “God is our refuge and strength, an ever-present help in trouble.”
In Habakkuk 3:17-19, it says: “Even though the fig trees have no blossoms, and there are no grapes on the vine; even though the olive crop fails, and the fields lie empty and barren; even though the flocks die in the fields, yet I will rejoice in the Lord! I will be joyful in the God of my salvation. The Sovereign Lord is my strength! He will make me as surefooted as a deer and bring me safely over the mountains.” Habakkuk’s vision ended with a beautiful word picture: No matter what happens, I will find joy in the Lord, and he will make me as surefooted as a deer. Habakkuk does not say that the Lord will make his way easy, but, rather, that the Lord will sustain him along his path.
And so Matthew 6:34 makes perfect sense when it says “Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself”, and Isaiah 26:3: “You will keep him in perfect peace, whose mind is stayed on you, because he trusts in you”, and Philippians 4:7: “And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.”
Dark, billowing clouds overtake the sky.
United, they block the sun.
Gloomy shadows are cast upon the earth
and it seems as though night has come.
Where once the light glittered amongst the leaves
… and bright rays danced upon the ground;
where once the sun shone with such clarity,
now only storm clouds abound.
Why did the clouds choose to gather here?
How long will the darkness endure?
Powerless to cause them to dissipate,
how I long for the sun to return.
Helplessly I glare at the threatening forms,
when slowly, so silently,
a small ray of light filters through the mass,
disrupting its unity.
Though the sun itself has not yet appeared,
that tiny ray is a lifeline for me –
an assurance of things that are hoped for;
a conviction of things unseen.
Life.
I can’t control it,
direct it,
correct it,
or perfect it;
but when I submit it,
commit it,
and to the Lord give it,
the burden becomes His and not mine
And whatever the situation that lies ahead,
He’ll give me the grace to endure it,
and someday quite soon,
I won’t even recall it
When the reality of eternity is mine . . .
and there’s great peace in the knowledge of that.
Oh, and also by the way . . . three days ago, Dad was released from the nursing rehab facility and he is now home recuperating. He’s still very frail and doesn’t have his strength completely back, but his witty sense of humor and that beautiful sparkle in his eyes have returned. We are so thankful to have him home and are praying he will improve day by day. He will one day be going home to Jesus . . . but not today!
There’s a beautiful old hymn that some of you may or may not be familiar with called, “It is Well with my Soul”. It was written by a Chicagolawyer, Horatio G. Spafford, in 1873. You might think to write a worship song titled, ‘It is well with my soul’, you would indeed have to be a rich, successful Chicagolawyer. But actually the words of the song were not written during the happiest period of Spafford’s life. On the contrary, they came from a man who had suffered almost unimaginable personal tragedy.
Horatio G. Spafford and his wife, Anna, were pretty well-known in 1860’s Chicago. And this was not just because of Horatio’s legal career and business endeavors. The Spaffords were also prominent supporters and close friends of D.L. Moody, the famous preacher. In 1870, however, things started to go wrong. The Spaffords’ only son was killed by scarlet fever at the age of four. A year later, it was fire rather than fever that struck. Horatio had invested heavily in real estate on the shores of Lake Michigan. In 1871, every one of these holdings was wiped out by the great Chicago Fire.
Aware of the toll that these disasters had taken on the family, Horatio decided to take his wife and four daughters on a holiday to England. And, not only did they need the rest — DL Moody needed the help. He was traveling around Britain on one of his great evangelistic campaigns. Horatio and Anna planned to join Moody in late 1873. And so, the Spaffords traveled to New York in November, from where they were to catch the French steamer ‘Ville de Havre’ across the Atlantic. Yet just before they set sail, a last-minute business development forced Horatio to delay. Not wanting to ruin the family holiday, Spafford persuaded his family to go as planned. He would follow on later. With this decided, Anna and her four daughters sailed East to Europe while Spafford returned West to Chicago. Just nine days later, Spafford received a telegram from his wife in Wales. It read: “Saved alone.”
On November 2nd 1873, the ‘Ville de Havre’ had collided with ‘The Lochearn’, an English vessel. It sank in only 12 minutes, claiming the lives of 226 people. Anna Spafford had stood bravely on the deck, with her daughters Annie, Maggie, Bessie and Tanetta clinging desperately to her. Her last memory had been of her baby being torn violently from her arms by the force of the waters. Anna was only saved from the fate of her daughters by a plank which floated beneath her unconscious body and propped her up.
Upon hearing the terrible news, Horatio Spafford boarded the next ship out ofNew York to join his bereaved wife. During the voyage, the captain of the ship called him to the bridge. “A careful reckoning has been made”, he said, “and I believe we are now passing the place where the de Havre was wrecked. The water is three miles deep.” Horatio then returned to his cabin and penned the lyrics of his great hymn.
When peace, like a river, attendeth my way,
When sorrows like sea billows roll;
Whatever my lot, Thou has taught me to say,
It is well, it is well, with my soul.
Though Satan should buffet, though trials should come,
Let this blest assurance control,
That Christ has regarded my helpless estate,
And hath shed His own blood for my soul.
My sin, oh, the bliss of this glorious thought!
My sin, not in part but the whole,
Is nailed to the cross, and I bear it no more,
Praise the Lord, praise the Lord, O my soul!
And Lord, haste the day when my faith shall be sight,
The clouds be rolled back as a scroll;
The trump shall resound, and the Lord shall descend,
Even so, it is well with my soul.
It is well, with my soul,
It is well, with my soul,
It is well, it is well, with my soul.
It would be very difficult for any of us to predict how we would react under circumstances similar to those experienced by the Spaffords. But we do know that the same God who sustained Mr. Spafford and his wife also sustains us. Mr. Spafford’s song reveals a man who had an unwavering trust in the Lord and who was able to stand with great peace and strength in the wake of horrific tragedy. The source of Mr. Spafford’s strength was found through the precious blood shed by His Savior, Jesus Christ, for the forgiveness of his sins, and the sure hope of his resurrection. The hope of reunion with loved ones and the joy of seeing our Lord face to face should supply us with strength enough to face all of life’s trials and fill us with “joy unspeakable and full of glory”.
So for whatever trial you may be going through right now or may face in the future, always remember the One who loves you most is already there and knows what you’ll need to stand strong. 1 Peter 6:9 speaks well to the trials that we face where it says: ”In all this you greatly rejoice, though now for a little while you may have had to suffer grief in all kinds of trials. These have come so that the proven genuineness of your faith—of greater worth than gold, which perishes even though refined by fire—may result in praise, glory and honor when Jesus Christ is revealed. Though you have not seen him, you love him; and even though you do not see him now, you believe in him and are filled with an unspeakable and glorious joy, for you are receiving the end result of your faith, the salvation of your souls.”
And so my prayer for you and me is this:
Heavenly Father, we love you and praise your name above all names. Many of us our experiencing different kinds of trials in our lives, Lord, and we ask that you please hear the cry of our hurting hearts. Oh Lord, sometimes the circumstances we face are hard to comprehend, let alone bear. Please surround us with your presence and the power of the Holy Spirit to stand in strength and peace. We ask for patience and courage to wait upon you with faith and trust. We want to see through spiritual eyes full of faith in the face of all these trials and troubles. Lord, let us see your truth of what lays beyond these troubles. Let us keep our minds and hearts focused upon you and Heaven to come. We love you Lord and give you all the glory. And we ask all these things in the precious name of our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ. Amen.
–Cheri Henderson
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